I am developing my emotional intelligence
Yes, you heard me. My emotional intelligence!!!!!
And the topic for today’s symposium is the alpha and omega in my famous father at the same time- a drunk and gambler and womanizer and a family man who loved people and wanted to help others and his family at the same time. I am an adult child of an alcoholic and Jesse jewell’s baby chicken with special privileges all at the same time . And I have come Full Circle….
What comes around goes around or visa versa…
This is what is on my mind-in my little corner of the universe / we can be both good and bad at the same time, Duh. .the Alpha and Omega \ yen and yang \ beginning and ending / Full Circle – All at the same time. Simultaneously. I have a new reality as it applies to me.
Let me explain,..
I have been upset and overthinking in my apartment in Paris about my father . And my mother and my sisters and and and…but in this post I am focusing on my father – Jesse Dickson Jewell.
My parents were terrible AND wonderful and my father was a womanizer and gambler and drunk most of the time AND he loved his family and his town and the farmers and his mother and that area of the South . ALL at the same time.
And I loved my mother and hated her and father and family and sisters and friends and on and on ad infinitum
But this post is about Daddy and my life as an adult child of an alcoholic AND Jesse Jewell’s adorable baby chicken all at the same time.
The chickens have come home to roost. And a home is where the heart is – HERE IN THIS APARTMENT IN PARIS FROM MY VIEW OUT MY WINDOW. IN ME!!!
FYI – the blue grey pitcher cover photo is a photo of a small pitcher in a collection I had on a shelf by my bed when I was five years old . I kept it all these years because it was my favorite .
You can fill in the blanks and connect the dots however you want…….
And now some funnies…..
I have had some unexpected expenses and need you help.