On my mind is that I don’t like hospitals.
It is like a little city of busy people with blinders on, doing their jobs and not looking at anything else. Just showing up and clocking in and out. Robots.
I want out! Only there is no door…
It is a trap.
I suspect foul play. To get government money. I have seen this before as an attorney and could not prove it ..
So many questions and difficult to prove
So I am sorry I fell in my apartment and some one called an ambulance that took me to a hospital.
Everyone wants evidence.
In the emergency room someone stole my money and gave me medicine without checking my allergies.
So don’t fall asleep at the wheel.
It is all a risk.
Steve did it and he is dead
Daddy did it and he is dead.
Rough seas make good sailors.
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Ugh!
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I hope no one ever promised you it would be easy….because the most important journey, my love is done alone.
You’ll go through phases of sadness when you realize that things should have been different. You’ll struggle with some realities you never knew before.
You’ll uncover secrets that will leave you wishing had stayed buried.
But in the end, the journey to finding who you truly are….that starts now, regardless of your past, regardless how you were raised, regardless of previous relationships.
Right here, in this very moment is where you decide your next step, you decide your story everyday.
It’s a new day and a brand new beautiful week, so do the necessary work to let go of the past, to use what you learn as possible lessons moving forward, but don’t dwell there.
Tell your mind to move along.
Experience the sadness, even the happiness of past memories and then leave them where they are.
~Amy~
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Your soul knows what you need. It knows which way to go. Listen carefully to those uneasy feelings you get. Those are signs. Notice headaches, and if your gut hurts or when you’re extra tired. Certain relationships will become draining. Or you’ll notice you’ve become addicted to their recognition and validation so much that you forget your internal compass. Your soul knows this and will relentlessly steer you to your true path.
But don’t go to the hospital !!!
Best, Jay
I hope you are much better.
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