This is on my mind….
Where am I going and what do I really want to do?
I wanted to get to Paris but do I want to stay here ??
I don’t know. I don’t like this apartment but I don’t have the money to move. And I am overthinking everything but this apartment is not quality and I don’t like it. And the days are flying by when I am on quality time.
But I have a Plan if I can find a way ..,
“The Plan”
I want to provide a Safe Haven for my people and family who need to feel safe in today’s chaotic world. I have named it “Chez Clarissa”and these are the details:
(I dont know if this will work – mixing the currencies of two countries but I am going to try because I need to get started and I have people to help me with international currencies)
Two story townhouse on a tree lined street in a gated community in an excellent neighborhood in Paris with a full staff of eight or nine saleries
– care taking couple of family with child in studio upstairs and salary to be negotiated
-chef
– soo chef in studio off kitchen
Gardener
Accountant
Personal Assistant
Driver and Mercedes
Couple on call for day trips
Service fresh flowers delivery everywhere on 4 tables
Real wood real brass working fireplace Steinway piano 2 dogs Missy and Laurel and two cats Chipper and Tigger
Concierge for booking
Budget is estimated at $3 million dollars but I don’t know about the income stream after the initial purchase so that could change.
Where is the money ??
I hope the universe will provide..´??
Well, I must work on it.
Today, I realized, there are really times when time passes us by not because time is spinning fast but actually because we have unconsciously let it. Like in the things unsaid, the risks not taken, and feelings taken advantage of, all because of fear or unforeseen circumstances.
Time and time again we are told, that life is too short to be overly conscious — to just live the way we want to, as long as we’re not purposely hurting or stepping on anyone; to live everyday because we only die once.
I hope we all find the courage to live — to not only exist and survive but to live abundantly doing what we love, with the people who matter to us, and with a sound heart and mind. I pray we all have that.
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Karma and Trauma Re – Activation
Did you know that every time you talk about an unhealed wound or trauma, you re-activate it in your emotional, spiritual and physical bodies? As you speak, or even think, about an old issue, you experience it as if it is happening right now. Since your subconscious mind does not know the difference between current experience and past memory, for all intents and purposes, the trauma or negative experience is happening now.
When you re-activate old painful memories, your thoughts, words and emotions create a negative karmic energy that you unknowingly project out into your future. This karmic energy manifests in more painful experiences, similar to the original issue. In other words, when issues come up without resolution, a karmic loop or pattern develops.
Each time this karmic pattern manifests in real life situations, you re-experience the original wound and the current hurt simultaneously. When this occurs, it is a powerful opportunity to heal the past wound by healing the current one.
Unfortunately, when an issue is re-activated, instead of using it as a healing opportunity, many of us react by pushing the wounds down with numbing substances like food, drugs, internet, Facebook, TV, and a long list of other distractions.
Unhealed issues get stored in the body, until we release them. The body obliges as a storehouse for emotional wounds but it does take its toll, especially if issues are accumulated for long periods of time. Storing wounds in the body eventually weakens the body and invites illness and disease, as well as causing depression, fatigue, stress and weight gain. The good news is that the body is ready to release issues, the moment you are.
When an unhealed issue is re-activated, don’t just push it down – take the time to finally heal it. This means creating intentional space to feel your emotions and allow the issue to process through to Healing. Once you allow yourself to fully experience these emotions for the first time, without resistance, you will innately know what path to healing is right for you.
Wounds are meant to be healed. We are not meant to spend our lives carrying around past issues and hurts. Unhealed issues weigh us down, keep us asleep and prevent us from consciously creating. It is only our personal issues that stop us from experiencing our greatest potential. Holding onto issues keeps us limited and unable to reach that mountain top.
Because of the shifts going on in the collective consciousness and the higher energy now available on this planet, it has never been easier to release old issues. In fact, issues are now coming to the surface to be resolved. This is why so many of us are experiencing familiar challenges. Wounds want to be healed and issues want to be released, but you have the last say. None of this can happen until you are ready and willing.
You are meant to be free and clear of emotional burdens. You are meant to live a limitless life with an abundance of love and creativity. You are meant to stand on the mountain top with arms stretched wide – willing to receive your grandest dreams. The Universe is listening. Nanice Ellis
Best, Jay
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