God’s Plan

I have made plans of what is next all of my life and I need to know what God’s plan is for me now.  

I have fallen down four times and I need to stop and get a grip on my life! 

The problem is that I don’t know how and I keep falling

I am sick of Paris and hospitals. 

One thought is .

“Heal yourself with the light of the sun and the rays of the moon. With the sound of the river and the waterfall. With the swaying of the sea and the fluttering of birds.

Heal yourself with mint, neem and eucalyptus.

Sweeten with lavender, rosemary and chamomile.

Embrace yourself with the cocoa bean and a touch of cinnamon.

Put love in tea instead of sugar and drink it looking at the stars.

Heal yourself with the kisses that the wind gives you and the hugs of the rain.

Get strong with your bare feet on the ground and with everything that comes from it.

Be smarter every day by listening to your intuition, looking at the world with the eye of your forehead. Heal yourself! Forget hospitals and falling down 

Another idea that comes to me is—/

Could this be God’s Plan 

I want to provide a Safe Haven for my people and family who need to feel safe in today’s chaotic world. I have named it Chez Clarissa and these are the details: 

(I dont know if this will work – mixing the currencies of two countries but I am going to try because I need to get started and I have people to help me with international currencies)

Two story townhouse on a tree lined street in a gated community in an excellent neighborhood in Paris with a full staff of eight or nine saleries

– care taking couple of family with child in studio upstairs and salary to be negotiated

-chef

– soo chef in studio off kitchen 

Gardener 

Accountant 

Personal Assistant 

Driver and Mercedes 

Couple on call for day trips

I want to help people feel safe in France!

And finally I want to share this thought with you 

Someone said to me 

I Hey you…

Yes, I’m talking to you.

You know you’ve been telling yourself what you can’t do, how you’re too old for this and too tired for that.

Well, you’re wrong.

I know life has been bumpy and you’ve been knocked down, but lift your head, open your eyes and get up.

Don’t you dare give up on your dreams and everything you’ve wanted.

There’s so much life and love in you that you haven’t even realized yet…

So it’s time to stop making excuses and start making plans.

I’m not telling you that it’s going to be easy, fast or painless.

I’m telling you that you can do it and that it’s worth it.

Nothing worth having ever comes easily, and your dreams and desires aren’t any different.

You’ve known what you wanted and who you’ve wanted to be for a long time..

Now it’s time to get up, dust yourself off and start moving forward.

Stop looking over your shoulder and holding onto the painful past.

Remember the lessons but let go of the pain.

It’s not doing anything but weighing you down.

You are capable of more than you know, but you’re going to have to start believing in yourself- even if it’s a little bit at a time.

One step after another, day after day…you’ll get where you’re meant to be.

Maybe it won’t be where you thought you wanted to be, but you’ll realize it’s where you need to be.

Learn.

Love.

Live.

Grow.

Turn the page and start a new chapter.

You are worthy of great things, beautiful love and wonderful tomorrows.

Now open your eyes and start becoming the person you’ve always wanted to be.

You can’t catch your dreams if you’re standing still.

Fly, darling, fly.

You’ll soon find your wings..

And you’ll be glad you never gave up.

Anything is possible if you just believe.

Is this what I need to do?

Best, Jay