Easy to Love

“Am I easy to love? If someone asked me that, I wouldn’t know how to answer. Maybe some days I’m easier to love than others. I don’t think a person is easy to love 100% of the time. Everyone has good days and bad days. Everyone has their moments. Somedays I’m a whirlwind of emotions. The highs, the lows. Over thinking, over feeling, allowing thoughts & emotions to run wild in my mind. Questioning everything, reading into everything. Sometimes making small things into bigger things they shouldn’t have ever become. Somedays I’m quiet. Very quiet. That’s how he knows something is up. Something is bothering me. When I’m upset, stressed, or something is bothering me I’m very quiet. It’s almost like my words are stolen from me. Kept hidden under lock and key until I want them to come out. There’s days I need reassurance. Even though I know the answer, it’s reassuring to hear the words. Plus it makes me feel good. Somedays I rile and tease to get a rise out of him. It’s fun for me to see him get all antsy. All in good sensual fun. Somedays I’m sad and in a spiraled down state that only he knows to get me out of- with how he calms me and talks about memories we had that makes me smile or grin. Other days I’m my humorous happy fun-loving self making him laugh in his work day. There’s days I put the psychology hat on and be the advice giver. Then there’s days I’m a storm. A wild feminine soul with emotions and thoughts heightened where everything I feel is at a tornadoes strength. Other days I’m a calm turquoise sea taking everything in stride. There’s no in betweens. I’m either black or white. There’s no grey areas. He gets everything I am. The soul mate, the passionate lover, the confidant, the best friend, the advisor, my delicate femininity, the wild rhapsody soul, the strong willed force of nature, the little girl inside the woman, the comedian, very intune and affectionate, honest and raw, the sadness and pain, the uninhibited love. He gets it all. So am I easy to love? I think the answer is….you’re only easy to love with the right person. The right person will take every facet and part of your being, your mind, and soul…and understand all those things at a level where there’s so much familiarity, it’s like they’ve known you for years. They feel you’re a part of them, their other half. Those are the ones that find it easy to love you. The ones that are meant to be with you. The ones who accept you for who you are and try not to change you. They accept your dark and your light. The ones not right for you will never know how to love you and find you easy to love. The right one will find you easy to love naturally. Like he loves me.”