It seems that everything is stacked against me and anything that could go wrong..does. There are a lot of days when I get up and I have no idea how I’m going to make it through the day. I’m worried, I’m afraid and I doubt myself in those moments sometimes.. But somehow, those are theContinue reading “MidAugust for Steve”
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Thought for the end of July
Half of me is filled with bursting wordsand half of me is painfully shy. I crave solitude yet also crave people. I want to pour life and love into everythingyet also nurture my self-care and go gently. I want to live within the rush of primal, intuitive decision, yet also wish to sit and contemplate.Continue reading “Thought for the end of July”
People are just people
We are all people … just people, human … a little good and a little bad; like people are … Someone said that “if we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us face, we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance and careContinue reading “People are just people”
Thought for July 22, 2023
I know you’ve wanted your life to be different for some time now, but it’s hard taking that first step, I know. You’ve been stuck in a rut for too long and everything you have has been crying out for change. You know what you have to do, maybe even know some of what itContinue reading “Thought for July 22, 2023”
Adding to my Tour de Paris hospitals – Foch – outside of Paris toward Normandy
I had blood in my head between the rim and the brain and a special surgery was required.ugh Well ,,, I am not giving up… Yet!
Fears
I know you’ve wanted your life to be different for some time now, but it’s hard taking that first step, I know. You’ve been stuck in a rut for too long and everything you have has been crying out for change. You know what you have to do, maybe even know some of what itContinue reading “Fears”
Two Achilles Heel – impatience and Anger
0n my mind this week is that I have a problem with impatience and anger and call it my Achilles Heel any suggestions on what to do ? I hope no one ever promised you it would be easy….because the most important journey, my love is done alone. You’ll go through phases of sadness whenContinue reading “Two Achilles Heel – impatience and Anger”
God’s Plan
I have made plans of what is next all of my life and I need to know what God’s plan is for me now. I have fallen down four times and I need to stop and get a grip on my life! The problem is that I don’t know how and I keep fallingContinue reading “God’s Plan”
Just my opinion on Hospitals
On my mind is that I don’t like hospitals. It is like a little city of busy people with blinders on, doing their jobs and not looking at anything else. Just showing up and clocking in and out. Robots. I want out! Only there is no door… It is a trap. I suspect foul play.Continue reading “Just my opinion on Hospitals”
Period of Adjustment
On my mind this Sunday morning is I must be willing to go through the Period of Adjustment for me when I get home. I have a lot of ideas to try. For instance… I must be very careful. Especially going to the toilet! And no drinking wine. Lots of water! Plus many other things.Continue reading “Period of Adjustment”
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