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MidAugust for Steve

It seems that everything is stacked against me and anything that could go wrong..does. There are a lot of days when I get up and I have no idea how I’m going to make it through the day. I’m worried, I’m afraid and I doubt myself in those moments sometimes.. But somehow, those are theContinue reading “MidAugust for Steve”

God’s Plan

I have made plans of what is next all of my life and I need to know what God’s plan is for me now. I have fallen down four times and I need to stop and get a grip on my life! The problem is that I don’t know how and I keep fallingContinue reading “God’s Plan”

GROWING OLD IN PARIS AND LOVING IT FROM JAY WITH LOVE

This is on my mind this week…. I am so glad I am old and alive. I don’t want to die. Not yet. I still have things that I want to do. Just some thoughts about getting old and getting older as a woman with three grown children and grandchildren….. __________ Thought 1: What doesContinue reading “GROWING OLD IN PARIS AND LOVING IT FROM JAY WITH LOVE”

BUILDING BRIDGES

This is on my mind this week….. I think that we need to be building bridges rather than putting up walls to keep people out. Are we building bridges or putting up walls? I am doing both but I am trying to build bridges! Except if I don’t get treated well, I put up aContinue reading “BUILDING BRIDGES”

NEW CHAPTER! NEW LIFE!

This is on my mind today….grab a coffee ! It’s the lusty month of May time ! A new chapter ! New life and new chapter .? You do too! I LIKE Chapter 11!! It’s time ! Lots of ideas. No time for regrets . Full steam ahead! God, grant me the serenity to acceptContinue reading “NEW CHAPTER! NEW LIFE!”

EMBRACE YOUR FEAR AND ENLARGE YOUR UNIVERSE-BOTH AT THE SAME TIME! DO IT ANYWAY……..

It is not easy living alone anywhere after the death of a spouse when you are older and independent. Soooooo One idea is embrace your fear How ? I don’t know how ! I just ask the questions…… Fear of what ? I don’t know. Fear of change. Getting better. A Celebrated psychoanalyst Adam PhillipsContinue reading “EMBRACE YOUR FEAR AND ENLARGE YOUR UNIVERSE-BOTH AT THE SAME TIME! DO IT ANYWAY……..”

DON’T PUSH THE RIVER…..FROM PARIS WITH LOVE FROM JAY

I am going through a dark place now and am trying to find a way out so a bit of levity ….. besides it is Spring! 1. When one door closes and another door opens, you are probably in prison. 2. To me, “drink responsibly” means don’t spill it 3. Age 60 might beContinue reading “DON’T PUSH THE RIVER…..FROM PARIS WITH LOVE FROM JAY”

COVERUPS!!!

This is on my mind today…: I am starting over again and again and again and again…. Wellllll…. Do you know what a kaleidoscopic shift is? Change!!! So what are you covering up? It is changed and you are being paid to cover it up ? I don’t understand ? It is changed indeed andContinue reading “COVERUPS!!!”

A Light in the Dark….

If everyone lit just one little candle, it would be better than to glow in the dark. That’s on my mind today.y This is my birthday week and I am happy everything is going well ! I have problems and my problems have Problems ! But I have a plan… The Plan – ChezContinue reading “A Light in the Dark….”

MORE CHOICES ON MARCH 17, 2023

I am looking forward to my birthday and have lots of ideas for things to do next year. Is my apartment a playground or a prison ? Both. I want a playground. But most of all I am happy to be alive and living from day to day. I am sorry I downsized andContinue reading “MORE CHOICES ON MARCH 17, 2023”