I am going back to my apartment in Paris again because the hospital is says my health is good now. It has been several months since I have tried to get to my apartment. Can I be brave enough???? Encouragement? Prayers? Luck? A thought I like I wouldn’t really say that I’m the bravest soulContinue reading “Going Home”
Category Archives: PONDERINGS
Thoughts on September 9
Yes, I went down the wrong roads and made all the bad choices, I ended up in places I never should have been-in ways that tore my spirit apart. Truth be told, I don’t know how I got so down and out, Nor how I made it out intact and still whole. At the endContinue reading “Thoughts on September 9”
Fear of Change
I am going back to my apartment in Paris again because the hospital is says my health is good now. It has been several months since I have tried to get to my apartment. Can I be brave enough???? Encouragement? Prayers? Luck? A thought I like I wouldn’t really say that I’m the bravest soulContinue reading “Fear of Change”
MidAugust for Steve
It seems that everything is stacked against me and anything that could go wrong..does. There are a lot of days when I get up and I have no idea how I’m going to make it through the day. I’m worried, I’m afraid and I doubt myself in those moments sometimes.. But somehow, those are theContinue reading “MidAugust for Steve”
GROWING OLD IN PARIS AND LOVING IT FROM JAY WITH LOVE
This is on my mind this week…. I am so glad I am old and alive. I don’t want to die. Not yet. I still have things that I want to do. Just some thoughts about getting old and getting older as a woman with three grown children and grandchildren….. __________ Thought 1: What doesContinue reading “GROWING OLD IN PARIS AND LOVING IT FROM JAY WITH LOVE”
BUILDING BRIDGES
This is on my mind this week….. I think that we need to be building bridges rather than putting up walls to keep people out. Are we building bridges or putting up walls? I am doing both but I am trying to build bridges! Except if I don’t get treated well, I put up aContinue reading “BUILDING BRIDGES”
EMBRACE YOUR FEAR AND ENLARGE YOUR UNIVERSE-BOTH AT THE SAME TIME! DO IT ANYWAY……..
It is not easy living alone anywhere after the death of a spouse when you are older and independent. Soooooo One idea is embrace your fear How ? I don’t know how ! I just ask the questions…… Fear of what ? I don’t know. Fear of change. Getting better. A Celebrated psychoanalyst Adam PhillipsContinue reading “EMBRACE YOUR FEAR AND ENLARGE YOUR UNIVERSE-BOTH AT THE SAME TIME! DO IT ANYWAY……..”
COVERUPS!!!
This is on my mind today…: I am starting over again and again and again and again…. Wellllll…. Do you know what a kaleidoscopic shift is? Change!!! So what are you covering up? It is changed and you are being paid to cover it up ? I don’t understand ? It is changed indeed andContinue reading “COVERUPS!!!”
A Light in the Dark….
If everyone lit just one little candle, it would be better than to glow in the dark. That’s on my mind today.y This is my birthday week and I am happy everything is going well ! I have problems and my problems have Problems ! But I have a plan… The Plan – ChezContinue reading “A Light in the Dark….”
MORE CHOICES ON MARCH 17, 2023
I am looking forward to my birthday and have lots of ideas for things to do next year. Is my apartment a playground or a prison ? Both. I want a playground. But most of all I am happy to be alive and living from day to day. I am sorry I downsized andContinue reading “MORE CHOICES ON MARCH 17, 2023”
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