A HAPPENING…….

When I leave in the mornings to go for my walks, I never know if I will be inspired to shoot photographs or not. Since I consider myself a “photographer” of sorts – with a fan base (haha), I have an obligation to get shots that I think are good. AND, I am very critical of my work, trying not to use photos that I don’t like. Many times, I have so many good ones that I don’t know what to do with all of them. Other times, I have nothing that looks good. I used to post a daily rose on Facebook, Instagram, and two sites on Foap – one with just flowers and one with other shots I like (the Sea, Gardens, Architecture, and such). I was excited that people liked my flowers. Now, I see my photo shoots as an assignment. Hmmmm.

That said, the other day, I started my walk, completely uninspired. In fact, my walk seemed like an assignment. Dr. Castillo (my orthopaedic surgeon re the “health” of my knees that now have two series of Acid Hyaluronic injections and are better) said, “Every day, you MUST walk!” Ugh. It was one of those days when I say to myself, “Don’t think. Just get dressed. Get your keys and money. Put on sunscreen. Walk out the door. Put one foot in front of the other.” (sigh) I did not take my charger because I did not plan to use my phone that much.

Well, let me tell you —- it started with the smell of the jasmine! Then, I saw the Sea, and I fell in love. My excitement at the color of the water, the clouds in the sky, the boats in the Port, the crisp morning air – wow! I am posting a lot of photographs today – even though some are better than others. Needless to say, I was sorry I did not bring my charger. Thankfully, I did not get any calls or messages before I got back home. Here we go….

Then, I started rounding the bend….

And the obligatory SELFIE of me with the Sea in the background. Obviously, there is no one around to give me hair and make-up!! And, I tried to smooth out some of the wrinkles. Should have left it alone. Sorry about that!

Attempts at panoramas, gone wrong!!

Here is another attempt at a panorama. My granddaughter Jamie tried to teach me how to do a good one, but I am still trying to get it right. This one looks weird to me.

Then, I left the Sea to enter the Market. First came fruits and vegetables and cheeses and fish and meats. I watched one of the venders make a fresh strawberry and banana crepe. Note to Jay: get a fresh fruit crepe soon. Yum. By the way, I am making all of these individual images because I want you to see all the colors in the photos.

Artists, woodcarvers, soaps, and other assorted items were all mixed in there. I wanted to get the woodcarver, but didn’t get a good shot. The soaps and stuff didn’t interest me. And, the artists got VERY upset if I tried to take photographs of their work. So…..

The flower photos are uninspired as my enthusiasm began to wane. I was ready for a croissant and coffee, and I wanted to find the toilette. So it goes…. I will save the flower posts for another day. Actually, I went to the Monastery Garden the other day. I have yet to post the feast of roses I shot that day. Next time!!

Best, Jay

JAYSPEAK SPEAKS –

As of May 23, 2018, Jayspeak has 104 posts, 29,997 views, 3,835 visitors, and 1,329 followers. Hopefully, this post will take the views over the 30,000 mark. I am proud of that, especially since I started my blog as a fluke. (See the Jayspeak post entitled “Flukes”). At present, Jayspeak is “under construction”. Not really, but many of the posts are missing their “visual aids”. Explanation – stupid me, in February 2018, DELETED the pictures from the WordPress Library, thinking I no longer needed to store them because the posts were “published”. I could delete those pictures to make room for more. WRONG!!!! BIG MISTAKE. Deleting the pictures from the Library deleted them from the posts. So, one-by one, I am repairing all posts. It is taking time but worth the effort. I have a lot of followers and appreciate my fans. Thank you to all my readers. I will try to keep life interesting from this spot on the planet. Fingers crossed for my country. Nothing goes as planned. (See the Jayspeak post about “Making God Smile”.

Best, Jay

CANNES 2018!

This year, the American Club of the Riviera (ACR) arranged its luncheon in the very middle of the Croisette, right in the midst of all “the players” and atmosphere of the Cannes International Film Festival, on Saturday, May 12, 2018. We were invited to have lunch with ACR members and guests at the Vegaluna Beach Restaurant on the Croisette Beach, opposite the Intercontinental Carlton Hotel. Perfect date and place for the lunch! Everyone was in town – or so it seemed. The energy was electric!! Banners and people were everywhere. Needless to say, I was excited!!

I took the train from Nice, making reservations for the 10:27 train so that I could spend photography time before arriving at the 12 noon lunch. Easy to do since I live only a few blocks from the Nice Ville train station.

When I arrived, I went to the Croisette! Easy, peasy – headed straight for the Sea! Right away, I felt excitement everywhere. Merchants at doors, people having coffee in garden-like settings, roses, gorgeous shop windows.

People at box office windows getting tickets for a film, company banners hanging from hotels, Variety magazines for the passerby (I had one, but tossed it since it was heavy to carry), Hollywood Reporter go-carts,

The gorgeous Carlton Hotel, always pleasing to the eye,

I crossed the street on my way to the Vegaluna Beach Restaurant to photograph the numerous yachts, parked at Sea.

You get the picture!! Wow. On to the restaurant. Jeanette, ACR president, greeted me at the door. Yes, this works!

My Menu choices were thus:

Starter: Burratina & Violet Artichokes shaving. Truffle & Roquet OR Marinated black tiger prawns & rock shrimps in sesame oil with bean sprout salad. Hmmmm

Main Course: Jumbo prawns with a curry and coconut milk sauce. Thai style rice OR Asian style sliced beef tenderloin with coriander and flavored rice. Hmmmmm

Dessert: Tiramisu with chestnuts & rum OR Fresh fruits with fresh mint salad. This one was easy….

I had ordered in advance when I made my reservation – Artichokes, Jumbo prawns, and Fresh fruits. Yum!

We gathered at noon for aperitifs and nibbles, “enhanced by palm trees, white sand and azure sea”. I saw right away friends from past events. Margaret and Jane, plus others.

The luncheon followed. I was at Table 4. Great table. Everyone was interesting, especially the woman next to me, Monique. I sat between Monique and her husband Nigel. He is a barrister from the U.K. They live between Antibes and London, spending quality time in Antibes and planning to move to France permanently next year.

The luncheon was “augmented by insights from Film Industry professionals (no comment!), as well as the famous film quiz (no comment!)” Being a Film Industry professional, I remain undiscovered, but it is my own fault. I do more listening than I do talking. Oh, well…. All in good time….

All in all, it was a fun day. I am still missing Steve A LOT when I go to fun events. I am hoping to get over that in time. But, for now, there is still an ache in my heart. Maybe that will never go away. Stay tuned….

Everyone was still table-hopping and gabbing when I left to catch my 4:12 p.m. train for Nice. Next time…..

On the way home, I vowed to get tickets and attend events next year. Right now, I am still a voyeur, looking in from the outside. I want to be on the inside. I will give that time and attention during the year. That will take planning!

Best, Jay

“TRA LA, IT’S MAY, IT’S MAY ….”

“Tra la, it’s May, the lusty Month of May
That lovely month when everyone goes blissfully astray
Tra la, it’s here, that shocking time of year
When tons of wicked little thoughts merrily appear

It’s May, It’s May, that gorgeous holiday
When every maiden prays that her lad will be a cad
It’s mad, it’s gay, alive, a lust display
Those dreary vows that everyone takes, everyone breaks
Everyone makes divine mistakes
The Lusty Month of May

Whence this fragrance wafting through the air?
What sweet feelings does it’s scent transmute?
Whence this perfume floating everywhere?
Don’t you know, it’s that dear forbidden fruit

It’s May, the lusty month of May
That darling month when everyone throws self-control away
It’s time to do a wretched thing or two
And try to make each precious day one you’ll always rue

It’s May, it’s May, the month of “Yes, you may”
The time for every frivolous whim, proper or im-
It’s wild, it’s gay, depraved in every way
The birds and bees with all of their vast amorous past
Gaze at the human race aghast
The Lusty Month of May

Tra la, it’s May, the lusty Month of May
That lovely month when everyone goes blissfully astray
Tra la, it’s here, that shocking time of year
When tons of wicked little thoughts merrily appear

It’s May, it’s may, the month of great dismay
when all the world is brimming with fun, wholesome or un-
It’s mad, it’s gay, alive a lust display
Those dreary vows that everyone takes, everyone breaks
Everyone makes divine mistakes
The Lusty Month of May

– Songwriters: Alan Jay Lerner / Frederick Loewe

I love May!! It is a fun month. Tra la. Here, “May Day” is France’s Labor Day – La Fête du Travail. It is a public holiday to campaign for and celebrate workers rights. It is also an occasion to present lily-of-the-valley (Muguet) and/or dog rose flowers to loved ones – La Fête du Muguet. I got one from my French teacher at my lesson on Monday. Isn’t it pretty?

This is a ‘dog rose flower”. I am not sure that I am familiar with dog rose flowers. This photograph looks like rose “dogwood” to me. Maybe that is what it is. Except the bouquets I saw just looked like small roses.

This custom is particularly common in the area around Paris known as Île-de-France. So I am told, families with children in country areas get up early in the morning and go into the woods to pick the flowers. Individuals, grocery stores, florists, flower markets, labor organizations – all sell bouquets of lily of the valley (muguet) on the street. Apparently, there are special regulations that allow people and some organizations to sell these flowers on May 1 without paying tax or complying with retail regulations.

Trade unions and other organizations organise parades and demonstrations to campaign for workers rights. People may also use these events to campaign for human rights in general, to demonstrate against racism or highlight current social issues. Any of this sound familiar? “France on extra high alert for May Day as protesters march against Le Pen”. And, where was Le Pen? “Le Pen used Nice — a French Riviera hub that boasts a diverse population — to forward her anti-immigration stance, saying it has ‘suffered from very strong pressure from migration that has partly changed the face’ of the city.” Yep, home is the safest place for me to be on May Day 2018. I have courage and a sense of adventure, but that is not it.

My friend Kate, a woman of adventure and courage, told me that she had a lovely time at Rauba-Capeu on Tuesday. When I asked her what that was, she explained that she attended a celebration for May Day made by the people of Nice on Rauba-Capeu where each person brings a fish for the pot, wears a homemade hat, and puts a wish under the skirt of Santa Cappellina, an effigy they put in the Sea. Santa Cappellina (I think) is/was a saint in a virtual chapel that is a unit for families and youth where one enters to light a candle and to know the devotions and prayers of the day. When I looked up “Rauba-Capeu”, I discovered that it is the name of the area where I walk in the mornings. Who knew? Apparently, a lot of people. Haha. I discovered that I walk at the foot of the Castle Hill, where the Promenade des Anglais becomes Quai des États-Unis along the old town, then Rauba-Capeu, which offers one of the finest vistas on the Mediterranean Sea and the beautiful blue and ochre nuances along Promenade des Anglais. Witness my photos that I had taken that morning, during my walk.

I like the idea of Santa Cappellina and going into a virtual chapel to light a candle and find out the devotions of the day. My niece, Deb Prince Kroll posted something I and re-posting here because I like it. “Imagine you walked onto a large open field at night when there was no moon. Standing there silently in the darkness were hundreds of people, each holding an unlit candle. Only you were carrying a candle that was burning, a single light alone. How quickly would the field be glowing once you used your candle to light others, and they used their candles to do the same, and all the people began sharing their light with those around them? How quickly? You may never know exactly, but you do know over time what the outcome will be: a field aglow in the darkness where people can see one another clearly. Your life matters. What you have started will carry on. You are a source of light. You help others in ways that will continue. You are a single candle, but you are stronger than the darkness.” — Steven Charleston

As always, the Marche des Fleurs took my breath away. I bought a red geranium for my patio. Slowly but surely, I am decorating my outside room with color, bringing home a plant most days I walk. The plants are fresh, healthy, and affordable. That works!

Between you and me, life is Nice is interesting, even on the bad days. Do I miss home in Los Angeles? Yes. Do I miss my family and seeing my grandchildren grow up? Yes. Do I miss theatre and restaurants and Mexican food and my friends, and …… YES. The answer is yes. Many days, I have to pinch myself to remember that Steve is gone and I am in Nice, France. I would love a good taco about now, with salsa and chips. Hey, it’s Cinco de Maya!! And, I am in Nice, France!! I am practicing law!! My clients are U.S. expats in Nice or people, living in the U.S. Whenever I need help, I associate an attorney in whatever state necessary to work with me. As an active member of the California Bar, I am continuing to do what I love. As my new best friend, Nietzsche, said, “All things are subject to interpretation. Whichever interpretation prevails at a given time is a function of power and not truth.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche. A demain……

Best, Jay

“THE YACHT AND I”

Reality checks are the pits. Every time I have one (that I recognize – haha), I feel that “pit” in bottom of my stomach. Yesterday, as I was working on this post, the “Thoughtful Mind Inspiring Quote for April 28th, 2018” (that I receive each day by email) was the following, “All things are subject to interpretation. Whichever interpretation prevails at a given time is a function of power and not truth.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche. (sigh)

With Nietzsche’s word’s in mind, I started this writing, asking myself – how do I interpret this week’s reality check? Maybe you have a good idea. This is what happened. This past Thursday was the fourth Thursday in April. The Wisdom Cafe was having its monthly meeting. Usually, we meet at a restaurant in Valbonne. But, this month, Olga – a member – had invited the group to her yacht, anchored in the “Gare Maritime”, in Cannes’ Port. YES!! I accepted immediately. I was given a choice – I could bring food or wine, attend morning (10-12) or afternoon (2-4). I chose wine and afternoon. That would give me time to find the “Interparking Palais” and the “Gare Maritime” and still have time to get lost. Haha. I wanted to drive. I don’t know that much about getting around in Cannes. It’s time I learn, especially since I am going to an ACR (American Club of the Riviera) luncheon there on May 12, during the Film Festival.

This was my plan. (As Steve would say, “You have a plan for everything. OK, what’s the plan?” Drove him crazy, Mr. Spontaneous, himself!) I would take Uber to my parking place (on Mont Boron), get my car, drive to Cannes, find Interparking Palais, have a light lunch in time to meet people at the Gare Maritime entrance at 1:55 pm. Walk to the yacht and hang out all afternoon. Yes! After that, I would drive myself back home – I knew how to get there (sort of). Hmmm. PLUS, I must be careful with wine, especially since Waze and I keep challenging each other, e.g. the right exit off a round-about and knowing when to “turn right” or “bear right”. Ugh. Waze does a lot of “recalculating”. (sigh)

This is what happened. Hang in there! I am just getting started. Being as I don’t have any yachting gear (yet), this is what I took. Haha, not exactly “maritime”. And, a bottle of Côtes du Rhône Les Pierrasques (red).

This is my “Watch-Cat”! I gave her instructions of what to do if I had a problem. But, I would call to keep her informed of my whereabouts.

After taking Uber to Mont Boron, getting my car, driving to Cannes, getting lost several times, and finally finding Interparking Palais, I began the day’s “Shoot”. I planned to take a lots of photographs, starting with the Maritime gear and Missy and the parking rates sign (Cy’s photo) and a picture of my parked car (haha).

Once I found my way out of the convoluted garage with lack of sufficient signage (ugh), I saw a restaurant – Caffe Roma – across the street that looked acceptable with the necessary “toilette”. I ordered my usual – Caesar Salad, and found the toilette, not necessarily in that order. So far, so good.

At 1:55 p.m., I was at the Entrance to Gare Maritime. The group was gathering. At some point, everyone started walking along the quay (sp?) to the end, to bear right on “Jetee Albert Edouard”. I had to keep reminding myself to take photographs of the gorgeous yachts, one after another, because the group kept moving. I needed to keep up. No one was waiting for me to get my camera working.

At some point, my photography took a back seat to my survival instinct. I saw “our” yacht. What??? Where is the gangplank? I must step over two feet of water to that narrow thing? With my knee? That’s when I really needed the photographs. But, noooo. Plus, I didn’t want my iPhone, falling into the Sea. Terror replaced exultation and excitement.

Once I saw what I had to do to get on the yacht, I gave the bottle of wine to Sally (my friend) to give to Cy and Sara (our Wisdom Cafe leaders), and silently turned around (not wanting to make an issue of it) and slithered away. I was devastated and humiliated. I didn’t want anyone to see my “shock and awe”. On my way back to my car, I composed myself enough to take these pictures.

Somehow, I found my way back to Nice, trying “not to think” while Waze kept “recalculating”. (Needless to say, I got lost, thinking). Parked the car. Took the bus to Place Garibaldi. Got to my favorite cafe – Cafe Campo – for a glass of rose. Then, walked home, still trying not to think. I knew Cy and Sara needed an explanation, but I would “think about that tomorrow” (thank you, Scarlett). I hugged and kissed Missy a lot that night. Somehow, I ate supper before going to bed early. What a day! The good news was that I did it! I found everything on time! I had a good Caesar Salad! And, the car was, as always, reliable! (I love my Mini. Thank you, Slav and Andrea!)

The next day, I walked 3.9 miles to “interpret” what had happened. I did not like what I knew to be true – I can no longer do all that I think I can do. My spirit soars while my body has limits. Maybe I should get a knee replacement. Ugh.

Once I got back home from my walk, I emailed Cy and Sara: “Sorry I missed the festivities, yesterday. I had looked forward to an afternoon on the yacht since the March announcement. So, needless to say, I was disappointed. I owe all of you (and also myself) a word of explanation. First of all, I have knees that are problematic. Little to no cartilage. I walk four miles and most everywhere I go these days, but I have difficulty going up and down steps. I must hold on to something, even if it is to touch the wall. Haha, I often choose my restaurants according to how many stairs to the “toilette”. My right knee is worse that my left. Sometimes it buckles for no good reason. Not often, but without warning. I have a doctor (orthopaedic surgeon) who has given me shots in both knees in 2017 and 2018. Those have helped a lot. AND, I would rather not have knee replacement(s) if I don’t have to. Regarding the yacht, I assumed there would be a gang plank of some sort. I also assumed there would a rope of some sort to hold. In this case, the gang plank was narrow and did not touch the dock – approximately 1 1/2 to 2 feet of space to step over. There was a low rope. I saw Olga’s helping hand but did not think she would be able to steady me if I had trouble with balance. Now, if I plunged into the water, I would have probably pulled Olga in with me. That might have been fun since I can swim, and Olga is probably an expert. But there looked to be six feet or so down to the water. That would require strength climbing up and out. My arms are strong, but not sure how strong. I would have to swim to shore. Best to call it a day. I pouted all the way home and into the night, had about three glasses of wine, and tried to “get over it”. Haha. Today, I have resolved to find a good gym with machines to begin body building anew and walked 3.9 miles. Sorry, but at least I had lunch in Cannes and got to see the yacht. SO, there you have it. As Paul Harvey would say, “And, now you know the rest of the story.”

This is a picture of the morning group. I am still wondering how all those women got on that yacht. What do they know that I don’t? Of course, they are all younger with good knees. (sigh)

Needless to say, my watch-cat held down the fort. Glad to know that I can count on Missy to be there for me. Check my six (as Steve would say.)

Best, Jay

A MIXED BAG

Facetune_19-04-2018-10-50-31 Today, I am trying to “let go”. Don’t misunderstand, I do this every day!! It is my nature to hold on and try to control. Haha. If you don’t believe me, ask my kids. And, when things don’t go the way I want, I try to “fix” it, and when I cannot, I get “upset”. (There is no good word for what I get.) That’s why I have been running and now walking most of my life. When I am out on the pavement or track or dirt road or…. I let go.

This week, I got upset about my name – Jay W. MacIntosh. For those who don’t know (which is most everyone), it is a “made-up” name. No, I am not Scotch. No, “Jay” is NOT “Mr.” MacIntosh. When Steve was alive, his name was Felice Steven Orlandella. We would get mail for Mrs. Felice Orlandella and Mr. Jay MacIntosh. Ugh. We would both get “upset”. Why did I chose a male name? WELL, first of all, it is NOT a male name. Why does everyone assume gender? NO, I won’t put an “e” on Jay. It is 100% numerology, given to me by a psychic/numerologist in 1972. Yes, I know, psychics are a bunch of poppycock unless you believe in them. And, I did in 1972. BIG MISTAKE. I should have stayed with “Janet Jewell”, my maiden name. But, I digress….

This week, I got a communication from the California State Bar, “Dear Mr. MacIntosh”. NO! I corrected them. I got a communication from The Actors Studio, “Dear Mr. MacIntosh”. NOOOOO! It took a lot of work and heart for me to become a lawyer and pass the hardest bar exam in the whole world. I am a woman, and I WANT CREDIT FOR IT. It took a lot of work and talent for me to get accepted by Lee Strasberg in order to become a lifelong member of The Actors Studio. I am a woman, and I WANT CREDIT FOR IT. This week, I also got this communication, “Dear Mr. MacIntosh, As you know, you are a VIP listee with Marquis Who’s Who. Based on your impressive background, you were recently selected to receive our Albert Nelson Marquis Lifetime Achievement Award. “

There it is. I will always be remembered as a man. My entire life is for naught. Ugh. OK, maybe that is a tad dramatic. But, it does concern me. And, there is nothing I can do about it. I must “let go” of wanting credit for things I do or have done. Ugh. I spend hours making videos of family and friends to post for someone’s birthday, and Facebook gets credit for it. Ugh. NO, I DID IT. I want credit. Ugh. EGO is the good news and the bad news. Beware it becoming a tragic flaw.

Now – this week’s cartoon commentary on the state of affairs of things. Hold on, here we go!! I was proud of Mark, considering….

BASEBALL works! I miss my in-house expert. (sigh)

Plus, this year’s Masters produced some surprises.

Patrick Reed needs a good PR guy. OR, he can take a lesson from Trump.

And, the state of women is constantly on my mind, especially since I will be forever remembered as “Mr. MacIntosh”. (sigh)

What philosophy to adopt in these “golden years”?

EGO, I told you so! You heard it here first!! Haha. At least, nobody thinks he is a woman.

AND, as I said, “80” is the new “60”. Life begins at “40”. Or, something like that!!

And, with the knowledge that things change, why don’t we pay attention? There is NO WAY to let go of this one. I am going to HOLD ON to this one as long as I am on this earth.

And, now a word from our sponsor… A memo to the French, from me.

Best, Jay

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“AFTER THE RAIN ….”

This spring, it has rained a lot in Nice. More than I remember last year, or the year before. Being from Los Angeles where it seldom rains, I enjoy rainy days. But, last week, it rained every day. Ugh. Cabin fever, galore. By Friday, I was walking, no matter if I got drenched. And, true to form, it rained off and on that day. But, during the morning, the rain was more off than on. YES! Fresh air. Rough seas. Interesting skies. SO, out of bed and out the door for an “after the rain” photoshoot! Everything looked clean. Trees, bushes, flowers, sidewalks – what to shoot first. It all glowed. Everything had a different look. Few people out. No matter. Some cafes open, most are closed. For the first mile to the port, I walked, breathing in and out – filling my lungs with the delicious air. Once I got down the hill from Place Garibaldi to the Port, time to go to work. Out came the camera. I even had my recharger in case I needed extra battery. Get ready, Jayspeakblog, photos are on their way! Now, I took a lot of pictures, but these are some of my favorites, along with the Nickleback Lyrics to “After the Rain” – my favorites.

“All of your life has been rambling, scurrying
Take your time rather than hurry
Never too late to write the rest of your story
Remember to breathe or else you’re gonna be sorry
Life’s no race, it’s a companion
Always face with reckless abandonment
A ticket to life as the mother once told me
Stick with your pride and you’re gonna be lonely.”

“Everybody says that life takes patience
But nobody wants to wait
Everybody says we need salvation
But nobody wants to be saved
The light in the tunnel is just another runaway train
The blue skies we wait on
Are gonna have to come after the rain.”

“Spend your days happy and grateful
Avoid the taste of wanting and wasteful
Every good thing will come in moderation
Envy and greed will only lead to frustration
Choose your friends, carefree and kindly
Choose your words, careful and wisely
Always be there to lend a comforting shoulder
One will be there to share a day when you’re older (a day when you’re older)”.

“Old mistakes committed upon us
Always take a toll on the conscience
Every regret is a gift that you live with
Never forget to remember forgiveness.”

“Gonna have to come after the rain (rain, yeah)
Gonna have to come after the rain (rain)
Rain, yeah
Rain
Gonna have to come after the rain.”

Nickleback Lyrics

Songwriters: Ali Tamposi / Chad Kroeger / Chris Baseford / Daniel Adair / Mike Kroeger / Ryan Peake

Best, Jay and Missy

“JUST WONDERING….”

I consider myself a “photographer” – sorta, kinda – if taking a camera and shooting a picture counts. Haha. No training, no planning – just doing it A LOT. With digital cameras and Google storage, I photograph everything. If you and I were having a coffee, chances are I would have a picture of you or me or both of us or the coffee or the restaurant or the flower on the table or…. I love it! If I post the name of the restaurant, they love it. I cannot speak for my friends, or strangers, or the waiter, but most people have gotten used to it. Even the vendors at the flower market have gotten used to me. At first, some tried to stop me. Now, most people smile as I am shooting the insides of a cantaloupe. Haha. (The artists don’t like it. I understand.) They all think I know what I am doing. I don’t. I just go with something that looks interesting to my eye.

You see, photography for me just happened. It started with a Blackberry Smart Phone that I got in 2005, when Steve and I moved from Brentwood to Westwood. The Smart Phone had a camera. What?? Who needed a camera and all those apps to make a phone call? Apparently, I did. So, during my morning walks, I decided to learn how to use the camera. First, I needed to start by taking a picture. A picture of what? Well, that rose is pretty. I’ll try that. I showed Steve the picture of my rose, and, as a fluke, he said why don’t you post it on Facebook. So, as a joke, I did.

When I started getting “likes”, I thought that was a hoot! I started posting a picture a day. I posted a closeup of a rose on Facebook, and later on Instagram, because that was what I liked to shoot. At some point, I started posting roses on Foap.com, a Swedish website for photographers. I got the attention of Getty Images. Several of my photographs were chosen by them, and one sold!! This is the one that someone purchased.

Now, thirteen years later, I am an avid photographer as the result of a fluke. I post pictures on Facebook, Instagram, Foap, Jayspeakblog, book covers (“Moments in Time” and “Capturing Beauty” by Jay W. MacIntosh), and other venues. Is most of life like that – a fluke? Steve and I often laughed about the way we met at Dodger Stadium. We both wondered if it were a fluke. I’ve wondered if my meeting Andrea Emond on Angloinfo.com was a fluke. It was my first posting on that site and not something she often checked. If it were not for her and her excellent guidance for a year-and-a-half, answering our questions, Steve and I might have missed eleven wonderful months together, in France – two kids in love.

Have you wondered about Life by Fluke? It makes as much sense as predestination or “meant to be” or such. AND, if you are wondering about anything at all, you are intelligent!! How do I know? Well, read this. I saw it last week and made note (haha):

I think the post was meant for Trump. But, I took it to heart. I wonder about everything. I am intelligent!!! YES!! Vasudev said so. Who?? I looked the name up – Vasudev was either 1) Vikas Vasudev, an acclaimed portrait and fashion photographer, currently based out of India and working across the world; or 2) Jaggi Vasudev, an Indian yogi and mystic who founded the Isha Foundation; or 3) Mr. Chander Mohan Vasudev, who served as a Secretary of Ministry of Finance, Government of India and was in charge of the Department for Economic Affairs, Department of Expenditure and Department of Banking; or, 4) P.M. Vasudev, who joined the University of Ottawa in January 2011, and specializes in business law; or, 5) Naveen Vasudev, a Clinical Associate Professor and Honorary Consultant in Medical Oncology at the University of Leeds, West Yorkshire, England. Bottom line, we don’t know who said ‘those who wonder are intelligent and the rest are a bunch of idiots’. I’m going with Vikas – the acclaimed portrait and fashion photographer, currently based out of India and working across the world – because he is an acclaimed photographer. If he didn’t say it, he should have. We don’t like idiot photographers.

Now, if you look up “fluke”, the Collins English Dictionary says, “If you say that something good is a fluke, you mean that it happened accidentally rather than by being planned or arranged.” Hello. Yes, I know, I know – you are going to tell me about God’s Plan. Well, today, I am wondering. Besides, most things happen accidentally. Remember Vin Scully, “If you want to make God smile, tell him your plans.” Well, I don’t want to be an idiot, so I will keep on wondering. Hope I can keep from telling God my plans. I have a lot of them…..

Enjoy the photos. I had fun shooting them.

Best, Jay, the Photographer

For the Record…..

TRUTH, OR LIE?

Next week is my birthday – my annual time to take stock. Where have I been; where am I now; where am I going; what matters to me at this time in my life? Is there a truth that fits my reality? Aphorism of the week – “Man keeps looking for a truth that fits his reality. Given our reality, the truth doesn’t fit. If you experience it, it’s the truth. The same thing believed is a lie. In life, understanding is the booby prize.” Say what?

“Obviously, the truth is what’s so. Not so obviously, it’s also so what.” Ugh. Truth, or Lie?

Today, Young People and Adults are marching – “March For Our Lives”. Kids in grammar school, high school, college. Parents, educators, citizens. Many have experienced it. Truth, or Lie? This matters.

Next Sunday is Easter.

Truth?

Lie?

Truth?

LIE?

TRUTH? or LIE?

GET IT? IT MATTERS.

Thanks for sticking with this to the end. I have no answers. I have a lot of questions and will be “taking stock” for days, weeks to come. I know where I have been. I know where I am now. I have no idea where I am going. That is the truth. I know, I know – so what.

Best, JAY

PONDERING FRENCH CREATIVITY….

The aphorism that I am pondering this week is this one: “One creates from nothing. If you try to create from something, you’re just changing something. So, in order to create something, you first have to be able to create nothing.” Say what? How can you create nothing? There is always something. Take the French and Francophiles in Nice, for example. They are very creative. They take the Sea. They add a lot of rocks. And, somebody built a bunch of kitchens and bathrooms into retaining walls. Haha. That’s creative. This is what happens – as best I know at this point in time.

In the winter, there is the beach, the Sea, and the retaining walls with access stairs. Now, I don’t know whether the kitchens, bars, and toilettes are permanent or temporary. I have not gotten that far in my research. Haha. And, as far as you can see, there is nothing. Well, that’s not true. There are a LOT of rocks and a gorgeous sea. Witness what I mean.

In the summer, that all changes. Gorgeous restaurants – one after another – are everywhere. Beach chairs and umbrellas are on the rocks. Wow. That’s creating something from nothing. But, there was something – rocks, sea, walls. So, I guess theoretically speaking, that is not “creativity”, according to this aphorism. To me, it is so creative, I am constantly amazed at how they transform a bunch of rocks into a fine dining experience. Haha.

Below are pictures of a restaurant on the beach, called “Castel Plage & Restaurant“. I was at Castel last summer. The American Club of the Riviera held its 4th of July celebration there. A stage, performances, dancing, elegant dining. Amazing.

Wednesday morning – when I was walking by the Sea, I saw the beginning of the process. A-ha! As I rounded the bend, past the “I Love Nice” sign (touristy – ugh), I saw a bulldozer moving rocks around, clearing a concrete area at the foot of the steps by the sign – “Castel”.

On Friday noon, when I was again walking by the Sea, I say more signs of beginnings. I think this was beginnings of the Lido Plage Restaurant, but I am not sure. I guess March is the month to commence proceedings. It is still cold with a lot of rainy days, but Spring starts next week!! If you build it, they will come. Or, something like that.

My favorites are Beau Rivage and Le Galet. I go to those more than others because they are closest to me. There are others I plan to try, especially Lido. Great places to take company and meet friends for lunch. Good food, not too pricy, great ambiance – if you like the Sea.

Andrea and Slav had their wedding at Plage Restaurant Delibo in Villefranche-sur-Mer.

The American Club has held other events at beach restaurants in Cannes. My granddaughter Jamie and I went to the Cannes Film Festival luncheon last May when she was visiting – at the lovely Carlton Beach Club Restaurant

Then, my friend Barbara Marcus and I went to the AMC Dinner and the fireworks concert at the 3.14 Beach Restaurant on the Croisette when she was here last August.

Well, you get the picture. Probably more pictures than you ever wanted to see. Yeah, d’accord. Creating something from something makes more sense to me than creating nothing. Oh, brother. Makes my head dizzy. Peace.

Best, Jay

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Truth?

Lie?

Truth?

LIE?

TRUTH? or LIE?

GET IT? IT MATTERS.

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