I am worn out. I have overthought everything and I am exhausted. Are you, too? SO, I am sharing with you my latest realization that is going doinnnng In my head. I have prided myself and written about my trust issues throughout y life while blaming my mother because she took away my blanket. I wanted it beside me forever. She did this to get me to quit sucking my thumb. As a result of her meanness , I have never trusted anyone ever.
THAT IS NOT TRUE!!!!!!
I have trusted everything and everyone, no matter what they told me. Oops. Going through life “blissfully naive”. I will spare you the gory details . BIG Oops. AND, I have married the same man over and over! In addition, I tried to get reality checks to people who need to believe that dead bird is still alive and was going to rise from the ashes. I wanted them to realize that the bird was DEAD. Oops .
Okay I forgive myself – Janet – because I really love me and that is that!!
So let’s enjoy some commentary and I am make NO COMMENT. Anyway, what I think does not matter. It is what you think because all of this matters…….to me.