Hello Viêt Nam !
Pollyanna over here.
I am still alive even though week before last week , I fell off my horse – big time. And last week, I spent getting back up on my horse to start riding again.
Tomorrow is the Summer Solstice new year. I am still alive in PARIS, FRANCE. What happened?
I thought I was dying. So I called for an ambulance to take me to the hospital .
THE GOOD NEWS……
I spent 5-6 hours at the emergency center at a big hospital in the 15 arrondissement in Paris, France ! And I am still alive and did not die, wonder of wonders. I was convinced that Death was eminent and I was not going to be able to get help. I saw a lump in my left leg. I did not know that It was part of my muscle.
SO, I did not die and I got help and I now know that I don’t have any problems other than my brain strokes – which are not fun, let me tell you ! I don’t recommend getting any if you can avoid it . And my fear problems – which my mother patiently taught me during my early years,
When I saw a lump in my left leg, I was convinced I was going to have a massive stroke like Daddy ! I went into emergency fight-or-flight mode. My blood pressure shot up to 202. (not good) I called emergency SOS and they wanted me to speak French and provide an account number. I called someone to help me get an ambulance and was frantic.

Bottom line – I got an ambulance and checked into the emergency center and was put in the hallway to wait for the doctor . But I did not know how long I would wait,

5-6 hours. I was told I could not leave my bed. Oops. I could not walk to the bathroom because I did not have my cane .

Okay, I will cut to the chase. I waited for several hours in the hallway, Then, I got up and walked down the hall to the bathroom, defying the nurses. I would show them !! And I saw the doctor who confirmed I was not dying and called me a taxi to take me home!
No one was watching world news . Lots of hurt people and no one cared about the news, I walked out of there and knew Tom Cruise and I were in there fighting to do our own stunts! I would get back up on that goddamn horse bareback with lady Gaga singing in the background.

Now, I don’t feel so good and I don’t know what has happened to me . I am different. I am changed. I must rest and practice my French because I am going to live to see other days . Thanks be to the Infinite Intelligence.
So I plan to get back up on my horse and count my blessings and fasten my seatbelt. I am happy because It is going to be a bumpy ride .

Best, Jay


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That was some ER ordeal. I’m glad you’re home.
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That was awful.
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