All right. I give up. Nobody wants real. Everybody want a pipe dream. Even I don’t to reveal what is really going on, except to the girl in the mirror. So, I won’t try to interpret today’s post. You decide how you want to interpret each one. I pick the selections and I won’t tryContinue reading “HIGH OR LOW ROAD”
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THE FOURTH OF JULY 2022 – POV
HEY!!! It is the fourth of July! In the USA. It is the fourth of July in France, but it is not the same And change is in the air. I just feel like writing. And here is what is on my mind. Some days I am really afraid. But, I have discovered that IContinue reading “THE FOURTH OF JULY 2022 – POV”
STILL CLOSING OUT JUNE 2022 – A MOMENT IN TIME….
I felt like writing this morning. Facades fascinate me. I grew up in a house filled with pretence secrets galore. Doesn’t everyone ? I wanted people to be real. But alas and alack nobody was or even wanted to be. So I decided to go on a mission to get real. At least withContinue reading “STILL CLOSING OUT JUNE 2022 – A MOMENT IN TIME….”
CLOSING OUT JUNE 2022 WITH MY “NO COMMENT” COMMENTARY….
I am worn out. I have overthought everything and I am exhausted. Are you, too? SO, I am sharing with you my latest realization that is going doinnnng In my head. I have prided myself and written about my trust issues throughout y life while blaming my mother because she took away my blanket. I wantedContinue reading “CLOSING OUT JUNE 2022 WITH MY “NO COMMENT” COMMENTARY….”
ANOTHER TIME AROUND THE BLOCK
Hello Viêt Nam ! Pollyanna over here. I am still alive even though week before last week , I fell off my horse – big time. And last week, I spent getting back up on my horse to start riding again. Tomorrow is the Summer Solstice new year. I am still alive in PARIS, FRANCE. What happened?Continue reading “ANOTHER TIME AROUND THE BLOCK”
JUNE PURGES and WEEKEND FUNNIES
I WENT TO GET SOMETHING I wanted for a reason of some sort. IT IS NOT THERE!!!! IT SHOULD BE!! Then, I remembered – I threw that away in Purge 11! Oops. Explanation – I like to throw things away. I collected things for my first 4 decades. And after that, I began purging. AndContinue reading “JUNE PURGES and WEEKEND FUNNIES”
WOW!
Some days I am 100 percent in the USA . This week I was in Texas. I don’t like Texas. Never did. I have to remind myself that I live in Paris. Not glamorous like it sounds but alive still waking up in the mornings. I AM YOUNG AT HEART and have brain strokes andContinue reading “WOW!”
FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND
This will be a creative endeavor attempt on this cool day in Paris. I want to share cartoons with you, but I want to write a paragraph about something that I have been thinking about. As I have said many times on Jayspeak, I don’t like lies of any kind. Wellllllll. Maybe one or twoContinue reading “FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND”
Our miracle boy is 12!
Originally posted on Believing for Ben:
Grandson Ben celebrated his 12th birthday this week, and I was so glad I was able to make the trip last weekend to watch him play in a soccer match and to celebrate early with him. Ben does not remember anything at all about his health problems as a…
PONDERINGS- NO COMMENT
It is Friday the 13th – a Lucky Day for me!!!! For all of us. Plus it is Ben Holloway’s birthday. He is a miracle baby. And continues performing miracles day by day. And Katie and Joshua’s baby and Debby’s grand baby. And my sister Patricia’s great grandbaby. And my parents’ great, great grandbaby…… adContinue reading “PONDERINGS- NO COMMENT”
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