June 2022 – JAYSPEAK

STILL CLOSING OUT JUNE 2022 – A MOMENT IN TIME….

I felt like writing this morning. Facades fascinate me. I grew up in a house filled with pretence secrets galore. Doesn’t everyone ? I wanted people to be real. But alas and alack nobody was or even wanted to be. So I decided to go on a mission to get real. At least withContinue reading “STILL CLOSING OUT JUNE 2022 – A MOMENT IN TIME….”

CLOSING OUT JUNE 2022 WITH MY “NO COMMENT” COMMENTARY….

I am worn out. I have overthought everything and I am exhausted. Are you, too? SO, I am sharing with you my latest realization that is going doinnnng In my head. I have prided myself and written about my trust issues throughout y life while blaming my mother because she took away my blanket. I wantedContinue reading “CLOSING OUT JUNE 2022 WITH MY “NO COMMENT” COMMENTARY….”

ANOTHER TIME AROUND THE BLOCK

Hello Viêt Nam ! Pollyanna over here. I am still alive even though week before last week , I fell off my horse – big time. And last week, I spent getting back up on my horse to start riding again. Tomorrow is the Summer Solstice new year. I am still alive in PARIS, FRANCE. What happened?Continue reading “ANOTHER TIME AROUND THE BLOCK”

JUNE PURGES and WEEKEND FUNNIES

I WENT TO GET SOMETHING I wanted for a reason of some sort. IT IS NOT THERE!!!! IT SHOULD BE!! Then, I remembered – I threw that away in Purge 11! Oops. Explanation – I like to throw things away. I collected things for my first 4 decades. And after that, I began purging. AndContinue reading “JUNE PURGES and WEEKEND FUNNIES”